I thought the month of May was going to be fantastic, as I told many. There are 2 public holidays, my birthday, and my long awaited bangkok trip, of which I'm going to be away from camp for a week. Clearly, I was wrong.
9 days of May have passed and my mood has hit rockbottom. It's the kind of feeling whereby you really hope you're anyone but yourself. Pressure from my camp definitely did not help alleviate this. But much of this has to be my personal problems. I've been a real busybody, trying to stick my nose into every problem and everybody's problems, thinking that that's what a great friend should do, to share a part of yourself without asking for anything in return. But I guess as much as my mind is telling my heart that, my heart is not entirely convinced. But I think it isn't too much to ask for a bit of recongition or acknowledgement. But somehow, time and again, one by one, I've been regarded as a stepping stone, an important but easily forgotten step of a person's road back into the right way. To think about it, after finding a safe spot to rely and lean on, who would even bother to look back at that stepping stone that was the one that led you to where you are. I guess it's something like how a father feels when his daughter is getting married.
I guess it all boils down to my own busybodiness. I should just be responsible for my own life, which itself is a mess right now. Got to pick myself up before I even have the right to be a stepping stone for others.
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Alan Yeo
18/5/1988
Dunman High
VJC
Pulau Tekong Service Support Unit/Ammo
NUS Business Administration (Awaiting University Admission)
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3:35 AM - Saturday, May 10, 2008
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