This year's house committee nominees are largely disappointing as compared to my year. Firstly, they don't seem to click very well together and every nominee is just cooped up within his or her own house. I can still vividly remember last year, where we were so close to each other that we even had a sentosa outing.
Everyday's journey home was accompanied by Zeya, Kimberly, Chien Wei and maybe even Beverley, Clarissa or Ashvin. I even attended Musicfest with CK and Clarissa Lee! However, in the end, it still didn't seem to work out. Now, all that remaining active members are probably me, Joyce, Jenn Haur, Kai Xiang, Daryl and probably a few others. This is quite worrying, as even us, who were so close initially, could just break up like that, what about the nominees, who don't even seem to know what's going on around other houses. Secondly, i guess this is partly our fault that many of us were fooled by the nominees' performances at the interviews. It is evident that there are many who can talk but with no actions. I'm really guilty towards those who did not perform so well in the interviews but are currently very active in the house, like Charmaine and Ginny. Looking back at one year ago, i also flopped my interview but i still got my chance to prove my worth in house committee. I just hope that those SLACKERS will hopefully WAKE UP in time and not cause the downfall of the house.Somehow, I'm hating my class, 05S27, more and more. Maybe hate is too strong a word, probably dislike is a better word. I just do not see why they've changed so much since the first three months on last year, from a super lively bunch of fun-loving friends to a group of unenthusiastic people whose characteristics are exactly those i hate very much. People try to pon school at any chance they can, not caring about anything unless it's related to academics, becoming more and more "fake" and so many more i just can't bring myself to think about. Just that night, I was so hoping that i was in S22. They're definitely a much more united, supportive, enthusiastic class that even an outsider like me will envy. I feel much closer to so many of them like Kimberly, Kai Xiang, Faiz, etc than to people in S27. Maybe on the surface S27 looks like a super united class, but we have to face it, it's all just a facade. I once believed that Draco is fundamentaly supported by S27 alone, nowadays, i just can't bring myself to say it. Like what Tee Yan used to put as his nick, "Change is the only permanent thing in the world", everything and everyone is changing fast and maybe it's just because I ain't changing that's why I feel this way.
Or maybe, I'm really suffering from depression...
please bring back all these to me...