dunno wad has been going on recently? so many happy events are supposed to bring us closer together, but we ended up drifting further apart and i'm really afraid we'll end up hanging by a thin thread. maybe its because of my CI course that i cant spend lots of time with her? or maybe its because of the exams, and we cant go out more frequently? maybe we're both too complacent, and that now we've got each other we dun treasure each other as before? because of external reasons? i really dunno... would anyone be kind enuff to enlighten me? i juz hope that things will turn out fine, i'll go back to the old me, carefree and fun and understanding, and that she'll go back to the old her, sweet and always thinking for me, when we'll spend a lot of time waiting for each other so we'll go home together? ahhh! it isn't supposed to be stressful, instead it should be exciting and fun. or maybe this is juz the storming stage that everyone has to go thru b4 they really bond? what ever it is, i hope everything goes back to normal soon, maybe after a huge upset everything turns out betta den b4? really hope that's the case. i hope to be the man that can give her security, care and concern, not one that gives her pressure. and i hope she's the girl that showers me with care, needs me and appreciates me for wad i've done. nobody is perfect, we can only learn from our mistakes and go as near to perfect as possible. when u say i have no confidence in myself, it's actually many times i feel that i'm not good enough for u. really...i'll try to accept your flaws as well as your good points, sometimes really too good for me... but i'll need time really....hope u'll understand...thinking of the times when i was stuck in my RC and my camp, u were the one i relied on the most and u gave me the most encouragement, helping me to go on thru! really thank your for it, but can't this juz carry on? the bottomline is, both of us have to think about wad lead us to where we are today and try to continue with it, instead of doing more things that will hurt this fragile relationship. we dun need a cooling down period, wad we need is juz time alright? you are the greatest thing that has happened to me, dunno if i'm still your priority, but i'll try my best to earn my place over up there alright? give ourselves some faith, believe in us and everything will turn out fine. remember, after every thunderstorm there'll be a rainbow, and there'll be a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Reach for the Gold!
remember this song?
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you
-Bless the Broken road
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drinkI
could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
-Grow old with you
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